i’m not as close to my old friends anymore, and others  have stopped talking to me. For some strange reason i’m not bothered at all by that though. i just want new friends,i hate feeling anti-social. i never intended to diminish from these “friends”. I’m not sure if this happened because i usually spend time with the new boy in my life, and other days i’m working. it’s just that sometimes i feel lazy to hang out with those who all they do is party for fun. don’t get me wrong, it’s quite fun to go out dancing, drinking occasionally. but it just doesn’t get my attention very much anymore and when i have the option to hang out with my boy or them i choose him. maybe that’s why i slowly backed away from those friends. I’d love to have the type of friends that want to go ride bikes, or visit a museum, or want to go check out a book at the library. i’m hoping soon i will meet these kind of ladies :)